Parting thoughts

I guess its time to write again. Writing hasnt been coming as naturally to me as it usually does. The thoughts are not at rest no, mind is moving at its usual rate. I have just lost interest in a lot of things. Boredom when a side effect of stress can do that to you. ife is still interesting, this stage is getting boring. The results of what I am doing these days are depressing. Encouragement is need to revitalize all sides of the brain. endorphins anyone?

The burden of writing is such that if ou write well, you want to keep writing well. If you write a post … like this one … which has no meaning, no developmed thought, it feels awkward. It feels wrong. IBut just like a printer asks you to print a test page every so often to realign your thoughts, so does life.  So this article just a test print. The mind is rusty, thoughts are disoriented and this is one of the many test prints coming along the way. i havent really worked on any of the projects I started this year and I am already working on other projects that I didnt even think I would work on. Life is crazthat way. My life especially.

Every idea seems great, every thought seems awesome …. there is a charge, there is execution and then there is boredon. There is never passion. The commitment to passion has been lost every since …. yeah ever since. The passion seeemed almost like an addiction.Such rush , such ambition, such fierce execution, the fulfillment, the celebration and then loss of purpose.

What is addiction if not a deep commitment to something.

The lack of purpose after the battle is what nudges you to continuye the battle …. all thrills are not alike.All achievements are not thrilling. all life is not to be wasted on the result of one passion alone. But …… its easy t say.