Jealous Thoughts – Glorifying jealosy!
Labelled jealous are you? Wont find much solace here … ah aright .. u might! nothing like providing logic on the contrary!
So, Why are some labelled jealous? why are the ones who stop the loved one from commiting an innocent mistake, titled with the “crown” of jealousy. Whats wrong in letting someone, a loved one know that there is something wrong that they are unable to see.
Pity is to be offered to those who cant see that there is a moral responsibility attached along with our love. A mortal danger we live in, the danger we feel is not our death, nor of a harm that can come to us. We are thinking about you, about keeping you safe, safe from the things we have seen and witnessed. Things that are possible. Keeping you safe from your friends which dun have noble thoughts, and we can feel it. We want to keep you safe for us. Who need you beyond you can ever think of. Your presence in our life is like oxygen for lungs.
But then isnt everyone entitled to his own space?
If One is jealous to want to show where u are wrong, If One is jealous to feel a moral responsibility to protect you, if One is wrong in feeling bad seeing those good friends of urs want u (whether u notice it or not!), If One is jealous when i feel ur warmth toward them and coldness towards me. Then either He doesn’t understand love or you dont!
His expressions may have been wrong, but my intensions protective, just like ur expressions were of friendship and their of love, but ur intensions innocent.
If He is jealous in love, u ought to provide him security, like he did when u were. But if you need more than one heads to adore you, then do tell him you have lost the will to mend it! With ur attitude towards him you have already rendered him incapable of love …. just jealos!
Married Thoughts – The Divorce
Love is like a fire, it dies with the fuel. Hate is like air, present either in form of oxygen or posinous gas, always there – always.
We realized this, our love frizzled … we dunno when we dun realized. Their dint seem no explanation how why. The hate took over, it became the life support. Something we always wanted, something that didnt seem right but something we couldnt live without. Break ups dint help none. We came back together, we had never felt such a force to be together. To fight, to inflict pain, to destroy. But we were both free, free to go to move from it and feel bad later.
Then we realized, the want of destruction, we decided to tie the undying bond of hatred. We decided to marry and live in hate forever – something everlasting.
Portrait
I write infront of whom i describe. Wouldnt that imply I create a portrait? A portrait of words, just like the strokes of a painter. The painter defines how the portrait looks, of what features to highlight, what characters to impart. Its dangerous! Here I sit infront of my life. Or what I thought would [...]
Punishing thoughts
The creator was angry, furious and yet he wasnt sure if the punishment he had for the spirit was too strong. But forgiveness cannot be taken lightly. Here she comes now: “My Lord!, it was a terrible mistake! Have mercy” … she said, she was stricken with fear and her eyes were watery with sorrow. [...]
Angry Thoughts
Its surprising. Being left alone should have given me peace, some relief. I even expected to be sad … be in pain .. or somewhat bored. But all I feel is anger .. all the time. Angry not at the one who abandoned me, angry at myself to have cared for something for so long. [...]
Disappointing thoughts
The greatest fear is not that I will fail, the greatest fear is of disappointing the ones I love. It all comes back to perfection. Nothing can be 100%. How much of a disappointment will they be willing to take – 10%, 20%? They may have a higher threshold but I may not be able [...]
Parting thoughts
in Love, Not love, Prose, Prose, Uncategorized
I guess its time to write again. Writing hasnt been coming as naturally to me as it usually does. The thoughts are not at rest no, mind is moving at its usual rate. I have just lost interest in a lot of things. Boredom when a side effect of stress can do that to you. [...]
Choicy Thoughts
The choices which we believe were made by us and us only are the ones that sting the most when they go bad. Is it ok then to regret them? The instinct says NO, the human in me says yes. Only by realizing the bad choices, can one really make new better ones. Or can [...]
Conflicting thoughts
What is it that makes you want more of something you cant forgive or forget. Heart is such a wuss and ofcorse brain – so sexually desperate. Adult life teaches us that desires are conflicting, dreams can be nightmares, nightmares can be lived. One thing which it doesnt teach us is to let go, get [...]
Musical Thoughts
Music, I need to understand music. No need is not the right word, I want to understand music. May be that will help bring peace. Or will death? Death cant, death only brings defeat, I aint a coward, life goes on. Those innocent dreams, those beautiful memories all deceit, over 8 years of deceit make [...]