Punishing thoughts
The creator was angry, furious and yet he wasnt sure if the punishment he had for the spirit was too strong. But forgiveness cannot be taken lightly. Here she comes now: “My Lord!, it was a terrible mistake! Have mercy” … she said, she was stricken with fear and her eyes were watery with sorrow. [...]
Angry Thoughts
Its surprising. Being left alone should have given me peace, some relief. I even expected to be sad … be in pain .. or somewhat bored. But all I feel is anger .. all the time. Angry not at the one who abandoned me, angry at myself to have cared for something for so long. [...]
Disappointing thoughts
The greatest fear is not that I will fail, the greatest fear is of disappointing the ones I love. It all comes back to perfection. Nothing can be 100%. How much of a disappointment will they be willing to take – 10%, 20%? They may have a higher threshold but I may not be able [...]
Parting thoughts
in Love, Not love, Prose, Prose, Uncategorized
I guess its time to write again. Writing hasnt been coming as naturally to me as it usually does. The thoughts are not at rest no, mind is moving at its usual rate. I have just lost interest in a lot of things. Boredom when a side effect of stress can do that to you. [...]
Color Blind thoughts
Passion fruit of color-blind perception O love! the white promise of reception greyed springs and darkened falls nothin is black and white at all the dulled desire to be with me.. o mine! yet the fire in the dark eyes for others to shine poison taste of color-blind perception oh love! the powerful deception the [...]
Choicy Thoughts
The choices which we believe were made by us and us only are the ones that sting the most when they go bad. Is it ok then to regret them? The instinct says NO, the human in me says yes. Only by realizing the bad choices, can one really make new better ones. Or can [...]
Conflicting thoughts
What is it that makes you want more of something you cant forgive or forget. Heart is such a wuss and ofcorse brain – so sexually desperate. Adult life teaches us that desires are conflicting, dreams can be nightmares, nightmares can be lived. One thing which it doesnt teach us is to let go, get [...]
Coward thoughts
My eyes dwindle happiness is fleeting i compromise, i hold firm its fleeting My existence a burden sheer pain to the loved the black sun frowning down life’s a weakness sudden.
Its time to die
Here I lie Bored and serene Age not movin Time slinging by ….. Thoughts passing through excitements said bye ambitions unknown not even a sigh whats the point to live there is way to high i may just give up is it time yet … to die?
The End!
the soul has the body and heart your body doesnt accept me and u had feelings for else, shared me out even of that part Ok I accept, that I am no adept you may classify me as a psycho but i insist – cheating could happen with a thought even if one hasnt slept [...]