The addiction stage where you get in and cannot get out.
Proving the love thoughts
Show me the proof of love …
I can no more deny
The arguments of my minds eye
Imagine the sunk costs, yes that’s why
I wish you good bye
Why don’t you show me the proof of love
kiss me again with that burning desire
stand with me again and fight
hold me with the same fire
come teach me again how to smile
can you show me the proof of love?
Tell me I am the one in your dreams
Tell me you miss me there as you sleep
Tell me there is still attraction
Tell me you made me promises that you wish to keep
Please just show me the proof of love
walk with me again as if you want to
hold my hands and look into my eyes
tell me once again I am all you ever wanted to
Lets swear again this love never dies
yeah thats right, I need to see the proof of love.
Yes I will surely die
after saying good bye
yes to me thats acceptable,
’cause something is missing from this fable …
…the proof of love.
Waking up thoughts
I dont want to wake up again
Not to the ice in your eyes
Not to the boredom and lies
Just compromise ….
Sometimes I wanna write again
Some times I wanna cry again
Sometimes I wanna be alone again
Sometimes I wanna love
Sometimes ………………….
I aint smiling again
Not to the farcical laughter
Not to the hope of everafter
No No No … Not hereafter
Sometimes I wanna run away
Sometimes I wanna live again
Sometimes I wanna smile again
Sometimes I wanna be … just be
Sometimes …………………….
Dont come back again
Not to the absent passion
Not to the disinterest and addiction
No …. dont come back to me
Sometimes I wanna fly so high
Sometimes I wanna jump
Sometimes I wanna swim free
Sometimes I wanna play in the storm
But mostly I dont wanna wake up again …..
I dont wanna wake up again
No never wanna wakeup again
No No No No Never again
Never Never again
Never again
Never
wishful thoughts
The wishes blessed in hell, oh well! Naïve desires of a clueless heart, The allure of a heavenly start Oh well! The bright facade of fulfilled dreams Empty skeletons and their silent screams Oh well! Open my eyes to the classic nightmare The boorish dreams now disappear O well! Hell yeah! I am digging this [...]
Coward thoughts
My eyes dwindle happiness is fleeting i compromise, i hold firm its fleeting My existence a burden sheer pain to the loved the black sun frowning down life’s a weakness sudden.