Conflicting thoughts
What is it that makes you want more of something you cant forgive or forget. Heart is such a wuss and ofcorse brain – so sexually desperate. Adult life teaches us that desires are conflicting, dreams can be nightmares, nightmares can be lived. One thing which it doesnt teach us is to let go, get out and break the shackles. So what is life but a stockholm syndrome. Breaking free isnt easy, because shackles are everywhere, you break one, others spring up instantaneously.
Moving on is difficult, often important things are difficult, but if its only about things life would be easy.