The End!
the soul has the body and heart
your body doesnt accept me
and u had feelings for else,
shared me out even of that part
Ok I accept, that I am no adept
you may classify me as a psycho
but i insist – cheating could happen with a thought
even if one hasnt slept
I cant be there
just as friend
I need to move on
make piece with fate- the fiend.
Musical Thoughts
Music, I need to understand music. No need is not the right word, I want to understand music. May be that will help bring peace. Or will death? Death cant, death only brings defeat, I aint a coward, life goes on. Those innocent dreams, those beautiful memories all deceit, over 8 years of deceit make you look like fool. I clung, yeah I clung to the past, I assumed if things could change the wrong way, they could change the right way too. But they dont. They remain. You bring them close to your heart, you lower your guard and they put a knife through it, if you are not dead inside, they come nearer and push it harder. You take their portrait with u, remembering the good times, the great times ….. those smiles of deceit, those lies of innocence. There is no light at the end of the tunnel, its a mirage, stick with it and die thirsty, stabbed, deceived and holed in the name of love.
Wish them luck and move on, life goes on …its a long tale of dispair, hopelessness and deceit. I wonder why I vouch for immortality so often!
For dreams may come true, but still prove nightmares.