Just because there are thoughts
Call me a ____ bastard, but i just cant resort to drinking to sink my nightmares. Prolonged sleep may be, yes or no sleep at all … but no never a drink. For the taste of life itself is not savored with a nauseus brain. So what do I envision to rid meself of these scorching live nightmares?
I debate myself with alternatives. drinking is not one, no … yes its common … but its too weak for my taste. Sleep yes … sleep is good …. but insomnia hits me almost the same time as the adversities, so sleeps not a lot of help.
must be some way to make the mind numb, insomnia will probably do it eventually, but how long can i endure? nah there has to be a faster way, best friends adviced meditation. Yes that might actually help, but where do I find a quiet place? meditation thus has a requirement a dependency which I cannot at this stage afford.
So what next, can i naturally paralyze myself so nothing moves for an hr. Just my eyes and senses ….. well I cant let go of my senses .. they make the life worth it.
movies, commercials, work, comedy, writing are just distractions whcih provide momentary relief and hence I ramble on……………. is there a purpose? no just a hope that my mind gets numb while writing and I dont hit publish. Thats not going to happen is it.
I am pitying myself too much, thats not right. Gotta get back to life …. there is more light …. I will find it.
Writing helps, always did ….always will……………………… I will find it….
Circumstantial Thoughts
Circumstances are somethings we have to shape for …they never shape for us.
Those who can shape up with circumstances survive, its the nature’s law.
Treasuring Thoughts
If you just discovered a hidden treasure of some worth, you pretty much shortened your lifetime to 1 day. Every single second after tomorrow is being just as lucky as a living rich old guy married to a young and beautiful wife “really in love” with him.
Corrupting Thoughts
Every Governments Motto: Too much is never enough too much corruption too much taxes too much war too much media too much propaganda too much BS.
Taxing thoughts
Taxes: Just another way for the government to keep the bright and smart on a leash. Taxes: Just another barrier for the bright and smart to break and move on.
Writers Thoughts
After so long it just feels so good to just write. Quite often the writer inside me comes when I am too pertrubed or drunk with sadness. But what when the threshold crosses such a level of craziness that the mind refuses to put it in words. Has the craziness subsided? Well, no but the [...]
Achieving thoughts
The only difference between a high achiever and a not so high achiever is that the high achiever not only knows what his weakness are, but also knows how to overcome them.