The grey thoughts
black or white troubles me not, its the multitude of vast grey areas which haunt me.
Deciding Thoughts – Making choices
dont we become the man (oh! er …or woman) of our choices? Choices always intrigue me, because they are our responsibility but depend on plenty. The choices I would have made in past without blinking, I would hesitate to make them today, even with the promise it will turn out as expected. Because you see choices like everything else change and corrupt.
But we always do have a choice .. dont we? Havent our teachers, advisors, leaders, cultivators provided us the sufficient insight to making a choice. Isnt the choice made based on these insights already made even before we get it? Or are these insights ambiguous still to let us make the better of the two unsure choices? Arent our choices guided not by the independent thought but by the popular view.
So if choices are made based on what is taught and what has been perceived as right or wrong from surroundings, nature and society. Isnt our choice always biased towards the popular norms or against it? Towards or against we are still guided by the same principles.
So do these principals define our choices or do our choices define the principles we follow?
I just wish I can sleep right now, a simple choice coming from no guidance – no dubious ethics, no complications …. just basic instinct ……z z z z z z z z z z z z z
Amalgamatic Thoughts – The Invitation
Welcome to my OASIS. The bliss where I breathe not the smell of the blooming flowers, which obviously is cherished by all but me. The bed of ambrosia which quenches not my thirst but only theirs for it is short lived and yet so important. Burn thy greens for fire, merry and warmth for I will see them regrown to life ready for more. Thou oughtest to confine me here so that I can live with the perenniel hope – to feel the visage of perfection. Like before it was touched into being my absolute and yet the provider for all but me. Be my guest to my amalgamation to my self-proclaimed wanton destiny and witness my happiness for everything that has been done and my equal love for all.
Looking forward to perennial boredome and thy happiness….
Fighting thoughts – The real master
“To keep gaining heights and to sail smooth at heights obtained, requires some effort…. but the person who masters gaining after every fall he endures is the true master of his will”