Weak Thoughts – necesary love

Why does such a normal lifestyle become a necessity? What transpires between the freedom loving self to one addicted to a loved other. Addiction of any kind, compulsion of any nature, necessity by default results from and into weakness of one kind or of other.

Its usual for anyone to go through patch of weakness, any dose of support, any dint of sympathy, any gesture of pity … seems life-sustaining. These slowly transpire into love especially when mutual – its two way. Its very difficult to get out of addiction if the resource which satisfies it is readily available. The illusions of immense strngth, the hallucinations of fighting the world/society, the dillusions of self – proclaimed warrior, the sights of ever lasting bliss which follow are a few symptoms. The weaker u get, the neccessary it becomes and the necessary it gets, the weaker you become – the vicious circle. The effects are similar like when taken off addiction – depression, mood, cramps (head/stomach/inside), destruction – self and surround, suicide (seriously!).

Your need for something defines your weakness for/from it. Some weaknesses are forgettable, some default, most deadly.