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Irking thoughts – jealous guardian no more

Posted by jealous.guardian on May 31, 2005 with No Comments
in Love, Poem

why is it so difficult to move on and leave
why does it require such a big heave
how important was the loss anyway
give it up and find a happy way

but still it troubles me
how could one leave, how could thee
for thee i was the one, and for I, she
now drowned i am in memories like sea

the mind needs to find a new passion
replace the past thoughts and feed on new ration
love career hobby travel or a new radian
to be jealous for it and to be its guardian

Poetic Thoughts – Unrequired Peace of Mind

Posted by jealous.guardian on May 22, 2005 with No Comments
in Love, Poem

I wish trees and stones could remember and hear
I would go and request them
to repeat what we said when we were near
us making promises, me and my dear

promises which at time were very clear
no immaturity or infatuation, but love we used to swear
it was nothing after all, but words mere
but one of us believed them & felt the spear

I wish I could go back and appear
show myself in past, its a waste of time, sheer
just another infatuation is this affair
with time and altercation, it would disappear

I want to warn my past of
the “realization” of my bigest fear
the incidents which would leave me
without love or feelings, with pain and yet no tear

these thoughts & memories, comeback loud and clear
the fiasco couldnt be forseen even by a seer
I often get caught up in these stupid emotions
when something to peace my mind is near.

I dont want peace of mind right now .. or ever .. just ever lasting mental engagement.

Innocent thoughts – Million dollar question

Posted by jealous.guardian on May 22, 2005 with No Comments
in Love, Not love, Poem, Poem

If I am granted a wish
and promised that I wont fail
what would I choose
my present/past/future or some other tale?

would i choose for happiness
or fame or a kings life
or wouldnt I like to have
with someone the eternal strife

Amending past wont promise
a happy and succesful future
present can hardly be ammended
& what can I do about future’s nature

what can be granted
in a way so full
that you dont loose it
& with time it becomes not dull

etrnal hapiness promises
dullness of monotony
fame and richness promise
sickness throughout anatomy

No, the answer needs to be
simple and straight
A wish that will linger life long
that wont bore no matter what the fate

I may wish for something close
perennial innocence in me
the only worth living and
the most attractive quality i found in thee

I know not the correct answer
and neither does anyone, none at all
none stay with you forever
Love, God, happiness, money, fame et al.

Personal Thoughts – Too much to ask

Posted by jealous.guardian on May 20, 2005 with No Comments
in Love, Not love, Quote, Quote, Uncategorized

There are two things too much to ask from me or any genuine scorpion – Forgive and Forget. Forget I can’t unless I have my brain removed, and forgive i wont for something I cant forget!

Rhyming thoughts – changed!

Posted by jealous.guardian on May 13, 2005 with No Comments
in Love, Poem

why do they need to rhyme this poem and on earth my time me, a tiny spec wanting to glow so less time and so much to show Its always good to give it a fight when you know you are right but change, time and life are natures part they can break anything asunder [...]

Quitting Thoughts – Peace!

Posted by jealous.guardian on May 12, 2005 with No Comments
in Not love, Quote

If you are a fighter and you dont realize that the battle is over, you keep fighting, because leaving the field would look like running away. Its very important in life sometimes to realize when the battle is over. Staying in the field and looking at wounded soldiers can give u neither the satisfaction of [...]

Poetic Thoughts – Dont push me or risk it!

Posted by jealous.guardian on May 12, 2005 with No Comments
in Not love, Poem, Uncategorized

No I dont belong! that doesnt make me wrong may be world’s not right And I am right all along Who cares what they think but if they push me to my patience’s brink I will put them out of their plight dont expect me to accept wrong without fight No I dont follow! their [...]

Jealous Thoughts – Revenge

Posted by jealous.guardian on May 7, 2005 with No Comments
in Love, Poem

I dun know if I am dead or alive my love was the only thing on which i could thrive the pain which was caused by thee has killed something/someone inside of me they claim you loved them before it went amiss they said they enjoyed your company your gifts, presents, surprises and kiss they [...]

Clarifying thoughts – Infatuous

Posted by jealous.guardian on May 5, 2005 with No Comments
in Love, Quote

Love is nothing but infatuation, which in some exceptional cases stays lifelong while in most others fizzles away with time.

Missing thoughts

Posted by jealous.guardian on May 1, 2005 with No Comments
in Love, Quote

The momentrary happiness derived from the feeling called love, is hardly worth the missing (fond memories!) felt afterwards!