Relinquishing thoughts – Incapable of Love

I wronged you by being possessive
You wornged me by calling it jealousy
We wounded each other and made it successive
Was it actually love or its herecy?

What you dint understand -my intensity
What I dint understand – your innocence
The coldness damaged me for eternity
And refutal lost you your resonance

I now realize the wrong of my ways
And hope you see your wrong move
But you lost the will to mend it anyways
and Rendered me incapable of love.

so, if jealous i wasnt to be,
jealous i have become
innocence cant deal with evil clearly
it would have been clearer around u, once i was done

You speak with ur true friends
and they fall in love with you
You speak to me with such coldness
I wonder everytime if this is where it ends?

what do you expect but jealousy
when i see you in someoneelse’s fantacy
you dont tell them to shut up and go away
you claim that you ignore them totally

you still keep these friends around, being innocent
you know not what there jesture and flirting meant
and when i try to show u the truth actually
you attribute it to jealosy! not my moral responsibility?

Its worse than death to watch
someone having you in his fantasy
I would not be a man in love or even a man
If seeing this I dont feel any jealosy

Your coldness for me and warmth for them
when u always claimed that i was the one
I have now figured its not worth it! if u need,
so many’s adoration, then i am not the only mattered one

I would rather be jealous,
then watch you in the eyes of everyone
and still witness ur warmth for them
Lemme tell you what this feeling has done

rendered me incapable of love for anyone!