Jumbled Thoughts

But contradictions are such an integral part of human life. How can one trust something that has prooved to be otherwise in the past. But it is still true that people change for good or worse, from good to worse and vice-versa. However is it not true everyone deserves another chance.

Can one chance one’s own life to give that chance to the other person? In which extraordinary circumstances is this possible? love? but love itself is questioned once the trust is lost! no it has to be another reason. not sacrifice, not benificiary or charity.

Probably the respect for the person that was once loved and trusted. yes probably the respect, the potential, the reason which became love. yes probably respect.

Will the trust be ever posible even after a second chance. Will trust ever be possible after several chances! wont the giver become taker of chances if he himself is at mistake at some juncture. would the given be giving chances back? or would just destroy and move on!

Its not the love i am afraid of. Its the inevitable boredome, the trite of romance that frightens me. Its the mans nature of getting bored of the ample, the routine. Its mans nature to change and want change. For a particular person can not change as fast as someones taste, satisfaction in a relationship is merely distantly achieved and that too momentrarly.

Its still very strange that perenniel relationships exist. They explain it with compromise, with maturity, with love itself. If one can compromise and still love, one can love anyone, why specific? and yet, one tends to compromise for only one.

Contradictons abound for they may not be true but there existance is uncontrovercial. There understanding though fetches nothing. There admittance/approval/ignorance promises happiness. Hasnt it been already realized ignorance is bliss. But if one thrives for logic and knowledge, one feels pain at the obvious, the mere existance of FALSE , the blatant truth of a contradiction – the failure of reasoning