Poetic Thoughts – Jealous

There is constant fear in me,
but i fear not of my security.
But i fear for all that you do,
that is how much i love you

What I have got to loose in me,
Its your safety that haunts me.
So much trickery, so much bad around you,
what if something happens, what would i do without you.

That is how much I love you.

who said there is not trust for you, in me
but how can i trust what i see,
walking in trouble, you walking innocently,
ignorant what those beasts can do,
No I can’t trust them for you.

That is how much I love you.

Cant you see, if something happens to thee,
Its the worst that can happen to me,
for I knew it all along and coundnt save you,
I couldnt stop the beasts from what they were born to do.

Cant you see, thats why I try to contain you,
I never wanted to hurt or pain you,
Cant you see, all I wanted was your security,
Cant you see how much I love you,
Cant you see I lost you anyways,
Cant you see I failed to protect you.

You can still be back, I know you,
Those are good those social beasts,
but cannot contain you,
You like them not knowing,
that the good are not even a few.

Cant you see, I am alone still looking at you,
Cant you see how much I love you,
Cant you see forever UI will wait for you,
Thats how much I love you.

Realize my love and you will come back … You still have the girl “My R…” inside you.

Waiting …….